doing different things but stuck in the same circles, again and again
it’s not bad, but it’s not “not bad”
u know? lol
“what’s new with you?” “oh, you know, same old! ha ha nothing really” “do u really want to know”
(always) worried (to some degree) about ____– my insecurity!!!!
generally unimpressed/skeptical of conventionally attractive white leads in bands
grief is non linear. sometimes I need help.
:( ha ha
habanero corn nuts spicier than most things I’ve put in my mouth, fucking my tongue up. too bad I bought a whole bag full. my best estimate puts the total around one thousand whole corn nuts, I don’t know what I will do with them. at the rate I am eating them now (approximately 27 tonight before my mouth lit up) it might take over a month to finish, and that is assuming I commit to this rate, daily. I will be driving this weekend with other people, meaning that snacks will definitely be eaten; I could bring the corn nuts. we could triple the rate, if not more (there are two others). we speed down the 5. I open the window, I scatter them out as they are picked up by the wind, feed the cows.
I forgot to mention that I mixed in a small amount of cool ranch corn nuts with the rest of them, but by now that fact is unimportant because they are most likely thoroughly covered in habanero dust.
I dream about you sometimes, I miss you
I’ve drilled many holes into my walls, I want to show you! I bought a piece of “wood” today and it makes me happy!
today I ate just a veggie delite subway foot long sandwich (I’ve never eaten a whole foot long sandwich in one sitting).
yesterday I painted my nails clear which felt great until dirt is there now I’m going to paint over them.
I start a new job tomorrow ~
gimme a big kees
tried to start The Awakening (giving it a second chance from hs) and ended up playing guitar /buying a watch and croquet set off amazon instead. I really feel like my attention span is getting shorter
my ipod classiq has been suffering for a while (if you turned it off you would have to reset and recharge it to turn it back on) and today the menu button stopped working and it might be turned off forever and like… they just…don’t make them anymore? there’s no….what is suppose to replace this?
nothing works! i just licked it out of despair! it didn’t help!
they (aka *shtuyv* *yobs*) planned it so they all die in 2016. the two in my possession both died on me this year…………… conspiracies r true just open ur eyes, ppl
the dog I am dogsitting keeps placing its head down on my legs in a meaningful way….. idk what u want dog can u pls just speak to me
hair’s at the pt where fishtail braid just looks like an actual fish but doesn’t look good as a hairstyle on me anymore
angrily eating a string cheese, 1/6 jar of kimchi, and 2 3 servings of vitamin gummies at 12:30 am bc I’m mad at men!!!!!! >:)
idgaf how stupid it is lol one day in the future ppl will realize my *genius* or w/e