feeling like this except replace ‘art’ with ‘nothing’
I am in a state of neutral. you ever feel completely useless? not valueless; I like to believe I am worth at least a thing. not helpless, either. just very — how do I say it — empty? flat? not depressed. stagnant, maybe
but that’s not that true. I do things at my work. I played music today w my friends in a -new- band. so maybe that is something.
it’s just a different way of keeping track of things, once you’re out of school- no deadlines or concrete milestones to hit, really. feeling like you have to keep a record of things that you have accomplished to remember/justify/remind yourself of your existence
just thinking out loud
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1:15 am • 10 March 2014 • 114,241 notes
Elena DamianiIntersticio, 2012.
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6:37 pm • 9 March 2014 • 1,542 notes
such a magical moment in childhood tv - and when later on like in however many seasons you find out what pokemon this was!!!! (ho-oh, duh) makes me want my gameboy back hotdamn
4:24 am • 9 March 2014 • 2,068 notes
this idea might sound weird
but hear me out:
for some reason as of late my mind, at many points throughout a day, has been going back to extremely embarrassing / cringeworthy things or moments in my life. It frequently happens when I’m just walking somewhere; a thought jumps in and I have a physical reaction to it — a cringe in my face, usually — and I have to transition it back into a neutral natural face.
I’ve been thinking of ways to counteract this recent problem, and honestly the only real solution I think is to write every +thing- I can that I look back on and cringe at onto a piece of paper, and then burn that piece of paper. so that all of the weird feelings and reactions associated with whatever will be gone, and if one of the thoughts happens to pop back in, it will already have been burned away, and it’ll just pass through. who wants to do this w me (seriously)?? :) :)
1:48 am • 6 March 2014 • 2 notes
hey june it’s wednesday night whatcha up to o nm jc u?
1:41 am • 6 March 2014 • 2 notes
Björk laying an egg on the red carpet is still my favorite Oscars moment of all time
damn arielle it’s been done
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1:35 am • 6 March 2014 • 3,551 notes